Sigh

I am feeling very unattractive lately. I remember a time when I never cared about such a thing. I have always known that I am not attractive, that is, I know I have never turned someone's head when walking down the street, but I considered myself to be somewhat average, and that was fine.

I dont know what it is that makes it bother me so....

Perhaps just a sign of aging.

Then again, I never used to be this self concious either. Trying to lose weight again, it's touch and go. Work makes everything that much more difficult. I really cannot wait to quit.

I ramble on...